The past few days have been horribly some of the worst in the few months of this year. Namely cause I was informed of a certain matter which i will not disclose here and also cause Prelim Results were released yesterday.
Honestly on seeing my results i was rather dazed, they were not THAT horribly done but however i still think i could have done so much better. The intense slacking is taking its toll, i find myself slipping and the road to recovery seems filled with distractions, O LEVELS in slightly OVER A MONTH! and i'm still not making full use of my time. Unless there's a subject offered as Procrastination i'm probably gona hide mysellf in a corner and cry.
I know now how addiction kills and all i can say now is i'm on a sucidal route if i keep this going. GOD SAVE ME.

Ps. I 'll post some pictures of the house soon, I PROMISE. I want more time!!!!!!!

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The past few days have been horribly some of the worst in the few months of this year. Namely cause I was informed of a certain matter which i will not disclose here and also cause Prelim Results were released yesterday.
Honestly on seeing my results i was rather dazed, they were not THAT horribly done but however i still think i could have done so much better. The intense slacking is taking its toll, i find myself slipping and the road to recovery seems filled with distractions, O LEVELS in slightly OVER A MONTH! and i'm still not making full use of my time. Unless there's a subject offered as Procrastination i'm probably gona hide mysellf in a corner and cry.
I know now how addiction kills and all i can say now is i'm on a sucidal route if i keep this going. GOD SAVE ME.

Ps. I 'll post some pictures of the house soon, I PROMISE. I want more time!!!!!!!

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So. I know this post is a little late but PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!! =(
Know why i'm sad? cause it just means that O Levels are THIS much nearer.(38 Days to go)And its not just the major exam i'm worried about,After O's most likely we'll all go our separate ways and that would mean the loss of valuable friendships that i treasure. ='(

Wonder when prelim results are coming out though, i really want to know how i faired and thus work out which subjects need the most work.

On the lighter note: My Home will be most likely completed by the end of the week. WHOOT!! FINALLY.

To a certain someone, i know u're rather depressed right now but Cheer up =) Your the best friend i have and therfore u're not pathetic alrite. Will keep u in my prayers, Here if u need anything my "Iron" superhero =D

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Its Rather horrific to find out the person u actually look up to is in fact a fraud. Wish i could have seen it coming,The truth once exposed always hurts.

The news came as a devastating blow to me. My mind went blank as i was dumbfounded followed by which my mind with thoughts about WHY it happened. Much considerations later, i have to say initially i couldn't believe what was being told to me but now i do. Evidence proves even what i refuse to believe.

HOW COULD YOU??!!

Now i see the whole picture and i understand why the Lord put me though that difficult period, i'm not going to start judging though, i don't have the right.And neither am i perfect.



I believe in Second chances. I say this as a FRIEND. Don't get me wrong. =S Perplexed

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I hope the rumours going around are so not true.I never in life expected you to be capable of such a deed. I hope this is just a big mistake and that you'll still alright.

I'M IN SHOCK.

I blame myself.

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I'm rather Annoyed about a certain matter but i won't mention it here as well, its kinda personal.

Lit tomorrow. i dono what i'll do. =S Update another time, i'm stressed up.

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Fun Facts i got while looking through my exam Time Table

1. There are
206 (4 Express students)
80 (5 Normal Academic)

2. Out of the above figures Only 30 (22 Hist,8Lit) Don't take Elective Geography. Yes the entire 4 Express cohort takes Elective Geog as combined humanities.

3.The 8 Lit students are all from NA and its the ONE AND ONLY batch allowed this privilege.

4 207 students take Combined Science (Phy/Chem)Which leave about ONLY 77 Pure science people

5. OUt of the 207 however, another 26 are allowed to take Bio Though.

6. The Pure lit students make up only 35 when combined, which makes me think U either could have choosen between Lit or Bio.

7. There are 159 A Math students.

Therefore in conclusion i can say that there are:
47 students with 8 subjects
127 students with 7 Subjects
112 students with 6 Subjects

If u ask me. This explains the lousy O level results of the school. Go figure. L1R5 is 6 subjects so the room for failing is not entirely great for the 7 Subjects people. NOT to mention the ones with onli 6 Subjects.


DAMN school's BIAS-ed i tell u.

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Well just a short note for those taking N levels (u know u u are, ESP someone...)

Well u guys please please work hard alrite, u all only have like 2 more weeks till the actual paper.Put in your best, Work hard now and i'm sure u'll really enjoy the holidays that are to come, believe me i've been though it. As usual if u guys need my help on certain chapters let me know, i'll be glad to teach u guys.
Blah blah nuff said.. dono why i'm in a lecturing mood but i have u guy's interest at heart ok. TAG once u READ THIS.

and dan. U STILL OWE ME AN APOLOGY!! ahahaha

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Song is up as promised. =)

To Dan: i DEMAND an APOLOGY for saying i PON.. BLEH

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Ok. so i missed the chinese Prelim paper 1 this morning. DON'T ASK. its embarrasing.
Maths paper 2 was much much better than Paper 1 yesterday though, least i managed to do most of the questions unlike yesterday.Besides that my day was pretty much normal. Falling into the habit of a routine. This is so so bad. I HATE routines. =S

And for those who are wondering. The Renovation in my house is finally come to an end soon. WHOO! Enjoyment at last. After almost 2 months my house is well, different.Like my room the best though. HAHA. i drew the plans myself. =)

Till next time..

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I dono why, but i feel this song kind says it all. (some stuff's wrong with the server so song's gona have to wait)

I guess My prelims so far are quite alright. English, SS and Science practical down. Thankfully Merger and Separation Came out for SEQ or i would have been stonned for the paper. Hope i do welll for prelims though, Otherwise i'll be quite stressed up for my O's but of course i hope overconfidence doesn't get in the way again. I learnt my lesson. Once is enough.
Maths Tommorrow, i'm SUICIDAL. Heh. =S

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All of a sudden, i'm overcome with a sense of trepidation. I'm so fearful that i don't get a decent O level result. WHAT will i do then..?
I only have 6 subjects. my accounts and chinese sucks. which leaves me with 4 subjects. LIKE WHERE CAN I GO WITH only FOUR FREAKING SUJECTS.
I'm so scared right now. HELP ME!!! =S

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To the three of u who were with me the whole day, i just want to say continue to work hard alright, Just a short lap left till the end of the race for this year. U all can do it. i BELIEVE in u all. Put in your best effort. =D
AND FOR YOU: Don't DISAPPOINT me ar... if u need help u can look for me anytime. I can teach u what i know. Try your best ok. Shi Fu always suppport u =)

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You deserve someone better, i'm insignificant compared to you.
Instead of being there to protect you, i caused you to fear.
I was never there when you needed a hand
I'm sorry it had to end up this way.

I know you'll probably never read this but i hope u will not be too affected by the matter and keep smiling alrite. Thanks for being a great impact in my life. I willl always remember all u did for me.All the best for Your O's.



='(


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I now have a throbbing headache. Don't ask me why, i so have no idea.
Pray for me. Need to start studying at full force and my life is quite complicated at the moment.
My head's killing me. off for some rest.

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† Who Else™ (Trying to fade into Oblivion )(58 Days more) says:
when are your prelims?
~[[ mence -^ says:
nx week
† Who Else™ (Trying to fade into Oblivion )(58 Days more) says:
same as me then
† Who Else™ (Trying to fade into Oblivion )(58 Days more) says:
haha
~[[ mence -^ says:
oh
~[[ mence -^ says:
starting nx week too?
~[[ mence -^ says:
wow
~[[ mence -^ says:
we have nice schools
~[[ mence -^ says:
who spoil our hol
~[[ mence -^ says:
FOR THEIR OWN PLEASURE

HAHA. Yes prelims are like next week, and i so do need to start oiling all the rusted spots in my memory when all the stuff i previously studied has been put in cold storage and almost forgotten. Even my chem has failed to meet the bench mark of my standards. I SO NEED TO GET MYSELF STUDYING!!.
I HATE EXAMS. =(

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With reference to the last entry, i did go down to East Coast last night reason being to meet my Primary school classmates who i have not like seen in like almost 5 years. ok. i did see some of them till like last year but we didn't really have a decent conversation. Anyway since they were all staying i decided to stay over as well and we spend the night cycling and doing some catch up one each others lives. We tried to remember old days in school and well it did bring back CERTAIN memories but not very much i guess personally speaking.
Left early at like 6 cause i had to rush home to get ready for tuition and like through tuition i kinda felt like dozing off, of course tutor noticed and well. She was nice, she let me off early.=)

Ps. I realised everytime i head to East Coast i end up walk major distances, Next time onwards i rent bike. HAHA. oh and East Coast end to end is like a very long distance.

Till next time.. I Love u..

oh and i'm kinda offering help to those who need help with science.. so yeah, let me know

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So while my room is currently undergoing polishing for the next 2 days, i have conveninetly moved my operations (aka electronic equipment) to my almost ready attic.Thus here i am typing away at the com in the attic, HAHA thank God for wireless internet, i can surf anywhere in my house. not my full equipment of course though cause i'm keeping my stuff to the essential few so as not to have everything covered in dust.When renovation gets done i'll probably take out everything in full force =) should ease the the slight nuisance i have right now when i need to use certain equipments that have been kept back in their boxes. (Dan i'll do wad u asked me to do when my room's in a better state ok?).

Oh and even though prelims have like offically started i kinda still have not realli started studying. I'm, still going to some gathering at East Coast tonight somemore.. Darn.. i'm such a slacker..
Smiles and Happy belated 18th Hatch day to Daniel (my only known avid blog reader =D )

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