Saturday, September 29, 2007
Forgive the slightly emo post. I have a tendency to speak my mind when I'm in a Narcissistic mood.
I refer to no one in particular.
Funny how God seems to hear my thoughts though. Today someone indirectly happened to mention that I should have more self worth. The words went along this lines, " Why care when people have different opinions about you.Its Their problem not yours"
Indeed. I so agree.
I refer to no one in particular.
Funny how God seems to hear my thoughts though. Today someone indirectly happened to mention that I should have more self worth. The words went along this lines, " Why care when people have different opinions about you.Its Their problem not yours"
Indeed. I so agree.
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| Quote of the day:
If knowledge can never replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot.-Patrick star
If knowledge can never replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot.-Patrick star
It’s funny how someone can mean so much to you,
Yet it seems you mean absolutely nothing to them,
Here's a big thank you to you peeps who have stayed by me through thick and thin. You've shown me the true meaning of friendship. =)
A part of me
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future.
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future.
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| Friday, September 28, 2007
I'm likely going to Sentosa tomorrow!!
You'll probably be thinking *insert 3 things*, but its work related.
Now that i think of it, I'm being paid to go to a leisure spot like *rolls eyes*
Anyways not been there in like years, so i wonder if its still the same. heh
You'll probably be thinking *insert 3 things*, but its work related.
Now that i think of it, I'm being paid to go to a leisure spot like *rolls eyes*
Anyways not been there in like years, so i wonder if its still the same. heh
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| Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Why is the world so superficial.
You know how it is when you have the feeling of wanting to tell a person how you really feel but deep down you know they will not take it well.And i don't mean this in the relationship kind of way but more a generalization to everyday life.
You think you are the only one wearing a mask but all around everyone seems to do the same.
How much do and will you trust those around you. ?
You know how it is when you have the feeling of wanting to tell a person how you really feel but deep down you know they will not take it well.And i don't mean this in the relationship kind of way but more a generalization to everyday life.
You think you are the only one wearing a mask but all around everyone seems to do the same.
How much do and will you trust those around you. ?
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| Monday, September 24, 2007
So i finally managed to properly clear up my room and the amount of paper i found was astounding. I mean small stacks here and there added up makes quite a fair bit. Biggest culprit was no surprise. Last semester's notes and manuals which i will highly unlikely will use again. Talk about a total waste of paper. -.-
Saving the earth aside. I'm come to realize that my circle of friends is rather small. Not that I'm the ultimately social able kind but i realized that with such a small circle, once you start losing contact you'll not going to be left with very much. Its saddening but a fact and i do miss the times i ever spent with a few select that have either disappeared or for some reason are now not on very good terms at this point in time.
A friend once said. "Things Change"
Oh wells.
Saving the earth aside. I'm come to realize that my circle of friends is rather small. Not that I'm the ultimately social able kind but i realized that with such a small circle, once you start losing contact you'll not going to be left with very much. Its saddening but a fact and i do miss the times i ever spent with a few select that have either disappeared or for some reason are now not on very good terms at this point in time.
A friend once said. "Things Change"
Oh wells.
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| Friday, September 21, 2007
My mum's really funny.
She suddenly came into my room and asked
Mum: So did pastor call to offer you a job?
Me: No?
Mum: So no one offer you job,
Mum: so what you going to do, eat lollipop?
Me: err Yeah.
HEH =)
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| Thursday, September 20, 2007
So i had my first Driving lesson today.
In my opinion Drivings not as cool as it seems once your in the drivers seat.
Its no wonder people get chauffeurs.
But seriously the experience is not bad, With a small pressure of the foot i can make the car move or stop. Bit like a cheap thrill but who's caring. My instructor is quite a nice guy tho, as much as much sis says he's strict cause she asked her instructor but i like him.
Nuff said. Try driving and you'll know what i mean.
In my opinion Drivings not as cool as it seems once your in the drivers seat.
Its no wonder people get chauffeurs.
But seriously the experience is not bad, With a small pressure of the foot i can make the car move or stop. Bit like a cheap thrill but who's caring. My instructor is quite a nice guy tho, as much as much sis says he's strict cause she asked her instructor but i like him.
Nuff said. Try driving and you'll know what i mean.
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| After a eon of slacking away, i finally remember how it feels to finally go running again.
Not in my top form i must admit but I'll train up my stamina.
Nothing like blood pounding to the brain to help sooth the soul.
Time for some well deserved sleep.
Not in my top form i must admit but I'll train up my stamina.
Nothing like blood pounding to the brain to help sooth the soul.
Time for some well deserved sleep.
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| Wednesday, September 19, 2007
My Dad just laughed at me for eating a lollipop.
BLEH.
Anyway you'll be surprised the wonders He can do when you pray and if you for one second even think of doubting Him, i suggest you really go reflect about how great a God we have.
Sugar rush. =))))
BLEH.
Anyway you'll be surprised the wonders He can do when you pray and if you for one second even think of doubting Him, i suggest you really go reflect about how great a God we have.
Sugar rush. =))))
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| So tell me, if i were to disappear from the face of this earth one day.
Would anyone even notice?
What is it to be a friend?
Webster defines it as such
1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem
2 a : one that is not hostile b : one that is of the same nation, party, or group
3 : one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)
4 : a favored companion
If only it were that simple as a single definition.
Would anyone even notice?
What is it to be a friend?
Webster defines it as such
1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem
2 a : one that is not hostile b : one that is of the same nation, party, or group
3 : one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)
4 : a favored companion
If only it were that simple as a single definition.
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| Friday, September 14, 2007
So Cg outing was quite alright. I mean finally getting out of the house was interesting but I'm not a fan of social gathering.
Anyways the camp com are coming to my home to bake for bake sale tomorrow among other things so its going to be quite a long day. Hopefully someone will know what we have to do if not I'm going to find it hard to explain to the Pastors among other people.
Bah. Msn just forced me to update to Live Messenger. More features i know but i have a certain disdain for the new format things are in and how things look. Personally i feel 7.5 is still the best version.
Time to figure out if i can mess with the Live messenger to see if i can make it look more decent.
{edit} You know the feeling whereby you feel like taking a gun and going on a rampage?
I have the exact feeling now.
To the guns!!!!!
Anyways the camp com are coming to my home to bake for bake sale tomorrow among other things so its going to be quite a long day. Hopefully someone will know what we have to do if not I'm going to find it hard to explain to the Pastors among other people.
Bah. Msn just forced me to update to Live Messenger. More features i know but i have a certain disdain for the new format things are in and how things look. Personally i feel 7.5 is still the best version.
Time to figure out if i can mess with the Live messenger to see if i can make it look more decent.
{edit} You know the feeling whereby you feel like taking a gun and going on a rampage?
I have the exact feeling now.
To the guns!!!!!
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| Thursday, September 13, 2007
I just realized I've not left my home in like 4 days.
Talk about sad case.
Maybe i ought to take that job at the childcare...
Oh wells.
Prodigal -Casting Crowns
Talk about sad case.
Maybe i ought to take that job at the childcare...
Oh wells.
Prodigal -Casting Crowns
Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again
And I've held out as long as I can
Now I'm letting go and holding out my hand
Daddy, here I am again
Will You take me back tonight
I went and made the world my friend
And it left me high and dry
I drag Your name back through the mud
That You first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your son
Is this to be my end
Daddy, here I am
Here I am again
Curse this morning sun
Drags me in to one more day
Of reaping what I've sown
Of living with my shame
Welcome to my world
And the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again
And I've held out as long as I can
Now I'm letting go and holding out my hand
Daddy, here I am again
Will You take me back tonight
I went and made the world my friend
And it left me high and dry
I drag Your name back through the mud
That You first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your son
Is this to be my end
Daddy, here I am
Here I am again
Curse this morning sun
Drags me in to one more day
Of reaping what I've sown
Of living with my shame
Welcome to my world
And the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince
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| Green is the new Beautiful.
Ok the above has nothing to do with the entry but I'm waiting for more blogs to go green.
Save the earth. =)
Anyways my results came out and i got a range of C's and D's to kick off my first transcript. CGPA of 1.25 which is like horrible but i thank Him nevertheless for at least getting me through for all the subjects. Honestly its the same thing as O's all over again.
Ok the above has nothing to do with the entry but I'm waiting for more blogs to go green.
Save the earth. =)
Anyways my results came out and i got a range of C's and D's to kick off my first transcript. CGPA of 1.25 which is like horrible but i thank Him nevertheless for at least getting me through for all the subjects. Honestly its the same thing as O's all over again.
Having to distract myself from reality.
-Silence-
-Silence-
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| Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Don't Close this window
Its still me. My blog hasn't been hijacked or abducted by aliens.
Its a new look thats jarring on the eyes and i like it though its really a cheap thrill and kinda because i'm going through a green phase.
Let me know what you think. =)
Ps. Best viewed in Mozilla FireFox
Results out like in a few hours i think. I believe in miracles.
Its still me. My blog hasn't been hijacked or abducted by aliens.
Its a new look thats jarring on the eyes and i like it though its really a cheap thrill and kinda because i'm going through a green phase.
Let me know what you think. =)
Ps. Best viewed in Mozilla FireFox
Results out like in a few hours i think. I believe in miracles.
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| Sunday, September 09, 2007
So i went up to do publicity in youth today for camp and honestly my mind went blank the second i stepped on the stage. Not too sure exactly if i covered all points i was supposed to but i think i was rambling on at a point in time and they started getting restless. Maybe its me or maybe its just because its camp but response was not entirely too encouraging either. Maybe i should say discouraging cause as publicity in charge i should have been able to get them to sign up and from the looks of things i doubt they even cared about what i was talking about.
Enough said. In to His hands i commit everything.
Anyone who want more details on CSI can look for me and i assure you that if you sign up early enough the perks we offer are among the best there is to offer.
Enough said. In to His hands i commit everything.
Anyone who want more details on CSI can look for me and i assure you that if you sign up early enough the perks we offer are among the best there is to offer.
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| Tuesday, September 04, 2007
I'm still pretty amazed at what some people will do just to get attention.
I feel sometimes life is just unrealistic with everyone hiding behind their masks and being hypocritical. I mean u can think you know someone well and then discover that its just a facade.
Please people. Don't be such world pleaser's. You deserve to be yourself cause God made everyone special in their own ways.
I feel sometimes life is just unrealistic with everyone hiding behind their masks and being hypocritical. I mean u can think you know someone well and then discover that its just a facade.
Please people. Don't be such world pleaser's. You deserve to be yourself cause God made everyone special in their own ways.
Being myself again. Will you?
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| Monday, September 03, 2007
I'm tired.
Comex among other things today have drained me. Good deals though so super worth the trip down. Finally did my shopping so its a burden of my chest. =)
Oh and I just realized holidays have started and I'm kinda of free so so whoever wants to meet me just drop me a message or something and i'll try see if i can meet up. =)
And yes I'm referring to you people i haven't me in 986e7894323e1526 years.
Comex among other things today have drained me. Good deals though so super worth the trip down. Finally did my shopping so its a burden of my chest. =)
Oh and I just realized holidays have started and I'm kinda of free so so whoever wants to meet me just drop me a message or something and i'll try see if i can meet up. =)
And yes I'm referring to you people i haven't me in 986e7894323e1526 years.
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