I cannot even begin to describe what I'm feeling now.

Losing my 2 thumbdrives yesterday was bad enough,

Today i sat down to do tutorials ans i realized i couldn't do them. AT ALL!! Its depressing and despairing that its only the second week of school and i'm lagging behind. While a number of my friends have even started revision, here i am not even able to complete the tasks i need to let alone move on to study more.

Honest to goodness, i procrastinated, I'll admit but not in any large way as i used to.

Sigh, I need Thy Grace and power to carry me through this semester. =(

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When you have so many deadlines piling up you just give way.

Next week tutorials are thrown into the mix.

But though the crisis of school and life is about to probably take a turn for the worst,
*cue* Gloria Gaynor - I Will Survive!!.

Or in the verse that was popularized to me during TRACkers. " I can do ALL things through HIM who gives me STRENGTH"

Not forgetting those who will or have already offered to help me along. That same verse in the Message translation i dedicate to you. =)

Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am. I don't mean that your help didn't mean a lot to me—it did. It was a beautiful thing that you came alongside me in my troubles.



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Only by Divine Works can a 12% discount become a 32% discount.

The things you get to experience when you let yourself be used by the one who has great plans.

Just glad i can be an instrument in this journey. =)

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School this semester is a mess

I have 2 non- examinable subjects.
Sounds good except in the place of an exam is a term test.

Out of the 2, 1 is an open book subject which obviously means increase in difficulty
and the other has PBL- Problem Based Learning.

I also have 2 examinable subjects.
One of which is totally open book also.

And then, there happens to be the mater of the elective and my wonderful CP wanting to have APEL lessons.

Oh its going to be a great semester. Grace please. =S

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Complex. Predicament

On one hand I'm burdened by people around me and school.
On the other God's just so good to put a smile on my face.

"You rock". i quote BFF.

When God touches lives, you'll be amazed at what He can do. =)
More as the story unfolds.

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School officially started 53 minutes ago,

18 weeks. HERE i go.

Must do well this semester. MUST.

Time flies. Soon I'll be a year 3 student. >.<

So much i want to do before i can't.

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Oh Lord, You never fail to surprise me sometimes.

Of all people and of all things to ask for as a present.

A Bible.

Well, i'm glad to be part of your arsenal even if its only a stepping stone. =)

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OCP BBQ at my place was a blast.

Even if it was not full attendance, i now smell like it even after a bath and my secret got revealed. Oh and my supposed Scandal didn't come. :(


BUT every dark cloud has its silver lining and i'm about to start the sem with studies buddies, even if my time table isn't as nice as it used to be.

You GUYS Rock. No matter how hyper you are. =)

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When Sometimes you feel so down and yet a moment later you get high.
Sounds like Bipolar disorder i know.
Me thinks its just the irks of life fighting inside me with the Joy of the Lord.


School starts in a few days. 6 weeks has really flown past in a blink of an eye.

Loss for Words. I miss my sandals. :P

Oh and if your looking for updates on Cambodia. Click Here.

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So what does one do when most of the purpose of his trip is completed and he manages to get his hands on some paid internet time? He blogs, to let his dear friends who love him so much know what a ball of a time he is having. Well, its been a surprising/trying 4 days for me with all truth in the statement. For starters as one who as never lead a tem before, I was quite uncertain about what exactly to do and how to do it. So I scrapped by barely by God’s grace which ended 2 nights ago with a rather long feedback session with the teacher in charge. It really helped things I guess and from then I learned some stuff and am still trying to be better everyday with Gods help. And my mum got word this morning from the Lord and it affirmed me really.

Leading the team aside however I had another role to play which was to provide health education. My team had had our session planned out nicely and we were the last day. Turned out to be a blessing in disguise as we had much preparation to do as we wanted to give them more to take back in form of gifts. So for the past few nights we’ve stayed up till crazy hours just to finish them. How I survived, well really by prayer. And finally all things done, We finished what we came here to do so its Free and Easy Tomorrow. =)

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Blogging in Cambodia on Paid internet.

Yes this is a new even for me.

Till next time. =)

And yes its been a blast so far for those who like updates.

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I've packed and am ready to leave. =)

Got the fire back after spending time doing QT

Thank You. =)

*Leaving on a jet plane*

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So for those who don't already know.

In about 12 hours i leave for the airport to leave for the sunny island of Cambodia.
I wish i could say it were a holiday cause then there wouldn't be any pressure or stress but in actual fact I'll be leaving with a school team for a community trip. If thats not enough i got nicely voted team leader which kinda adds to the strain of things because if you know me well enough i'm not exactly your best choice for leadership.

Yes I'm quite afraid that I'll mess up my teaching and managing the team through the trip even after all the preparations or perhaps lack thereof. The fact that only a handful are Christians doesn't help to ease my struggles either.

I seeked solace during the past trips that i was surrounded by good friends God fearing at the very least. This time, i need God at the very least to carry me through.

I feel strangely homesick even though i haven't even left yet. Maybe its cause everyone's been so super nice to me the past week, my parents included.

I need prayer.

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Watching this just made me go all (for lack of a better word) Emotional.




I guess its nice to know people care even if it makes you slightly envious at the thoughtfulness that your own class doesn't seem to have.

T Minus 16 hours 30 mins to departure. I'm going to miss you all back home. :(

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I need you.

This i say.

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