Sunday, October 05, 2008
So for those who don't already know.
In about 12 hours i leave for the airport to leave for the sunny island of Cambodia.
I wish i could say it were a holiday cause then there wouldn't be any pressure or stress but in actual fact I'll be leaving with a school team for a community trip. If thats not enough i got nicely voted team leader which kinda adds to the strain of things because if you know me well enough i'm not exactly your best choice for leadership.
Yes I'm quite afraid that I'll mess up my teaching and managing the team through the trip even after all the preparations or perhaps lack thereof. The fact that only a handful are Christians doesn't help to ease my struggles either.
I seeked solace during the past trips that i was surrounded by good friends God fearing at the very least. This time, i need God at the very least to carry me through.
I feel strangely homesick even though i haven't even left yet. Maybe its cause everyone's been so super nice to me the past week, my parents included.
I need prayer.
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